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* it’s not lake merritt’s fault I wrote this poem * the wrestler misses your bed * Travelling With My Love In A Catholic Country * Rising Into Love With You * Poems Composed on 880 North / In the Middle of the Night / In the Storm * * * Visit My Massage Website:Present Touch Massage: Ariana Waynes, CMT * * * Love these ones, too: OrangepeelerMarty McConnell Perceptions PostSecret Roger Bonair-Agard Sriram Wammo The Nation Democracy Now KPFA Michael Moore Furthermore, the notes are not automated - they are all written personally by me. So, you get an extra note/memo/letter (depending on my mood), in which I might just wax philosophic on any number of topics that seem relevant, preferably in a few sentences or less. Or I might talk about how it feels that you all are in this journey with me or I might talk about updates to the site. But whether I say very much or very little on any given day, it feels more personal. Like I'm talking directly to you. I feel more connected to the folks on the notifylist. There, I've said it.
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04-04-01 - 2:20a.m. ![]() i talk to myselfi talk to myself so much so enthusiastic so loud so longlaughter spillin out the sides of my facewhen my mouth ain't holdin itself togethersongs slippin tween my teethwhen i reach for a smilei'd surely take myself for crazyif i encountered me on the streeti talk dialogues with maginary peopleor characters in storiesor characters in my lifewho ain't got no ideawe been holdin these conversationsan what we been talkin aboutor what he said she saidbeen runnin rampant in my headall in the middle of the sidewalkor on the way to classin the middle of the afternoonor in the bathtubthough i'd almost expect them to rememberwhat i asked or how i imagined we arguedlike when you dream a love-affairwith some perfectly platonic somebody you knowand half-expect em to accost you with kisseswhen you meet em on the street(but it just ain't never so)i mean if you met meon the bus or on the subwayfor sure you'd think i's crazyif you met me gaspin at street cornersor reciting poetry in the grocery storeor sayin somethin looks like how d'ya do to the artichokesi'd think definitely timefor something like the lunatic asylumand that's just me reactin to me reactinto the flibbertigibberish in my headso how'd i expect you to take me for anythingother than completely outta my mindwhen i said--outta the blue--coulda been talkin to the cucumberssteada you--when i said babybabybabybabybabybabybabybaby--iadore you |