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* it’s not lake merritt’s fault I wrote this poem * the wrestler misses your bed * Travelling With My Love In A Catholic Country * Rising Into Love With You * Poems Composed on 880 North / In the Middle of the Night / In the Storm * * * Visit My Massage Website:Present Touch Massage: Ariana Waynes, CMT * * * Love these ones, too:Apocalypse AngelCubicle GirlDipti OrangepeelerMarty McConnell Perceptions PostSecret Roger Bonair-Agard Sriram Wammo The Nation Democracy Now KPFA Michael Moore Furthermore, the notes are not automated - they are all written personally by me. So, you get an extra note/memo/letter (depending on my mood), in which I might just wax philosophic on any number of topics that seem relevant, preferably in a few sentences or less. Or I might talk about how it feels that you all are in this journey with me or I might talk about updates to the site. But whether I say very much or very little on any given day, it feels more personal. Like I'm talking directly to you. I feel more connected to the folks on the notifylist. There, I've said it.
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12.10.02 - 5:30 a.m. My personalized, specialized list of things to live for #51-100: 51. Massage 52. Alvin Ailey Dance Theater 53. U.C. Berkeley 54. Cary Grant movies 55. Robin Williams or Whoopi Goldberg, or both 56. Laptop computers 57. Good Vibrations (and their annual birthday soiree) 58. Artificial Intelligence 59. Isaac Asimov 60. Star Trek: The Next Generation 61. Star Trek: Deep Space Nine 62. Rainbows 63. Travel 64. A Wrinkle in Time, by Madeleine L’Engle (and all the subsequent books in the series). 65. The photography of Howard Schaatz 66. The photography of Lois Greenfield 67. Jeanette Winterson 68. Cirque du Soleil, someday 69. June Jordan 70. Andre Teves telling me that she loves me (even at moments when I’m at my worst) 71. Musicals 72. Barbara Lee’s inauguration as President 73. Amusement parks 74. Disneyworld 75. Downloading music and software and videos for free 76. Delicious dreams 77. Orange soda 78. Garlic 79. My love snuggling up to me 80. Llana Barber 81. Llana Barber’s upcoming baby 82. My future children 83. Cooking extravagant meals 84. Eating extravagant meals 85. People that I adore filling my house 86. Ikeena Reed 87. Christmas trees all decorated (preferably living ones) 88. Cinnabons 89. Hand to Hand Kajukenbo Self Defense Center 90. Just about all the people who are part of the Hand to Hand community 91. Receiving random emails from old friends/lovers 92. Octavia Butler novels (even though they’re incredibly depressing) 93. Charles de Lint’s urban fantasy 94. The Sandman, by Neil Gaiman 95. Green, growing things 96. All of my plants 97. Polly Zavadivker 98. The Castro Street Fair 99. Good communication with Andre 100. Extraordinary sex with Andre it really means a lot to me when you say hello after stopping by. suddenly, i'm wanting this guestbook to be a forum for further dialogue. |
