Debbie--

I love you! I've been thinking of you, too! I'd love to make a plan with you. I'd love to spend some good juicy time with you and perhaps you'd also like to meet S--. He's this wonderful man whose company and love I've been enjoying for a little while, now. It was a rather unexpected kind of a thing--love always comes and finds me when I'm delighted to be single and hell-bent on being independent. It's sweet and easy and undefined and I'm learning a whole lot from this man and from the ways that we connect. It challenges me in a really nurturing way (and supports me) to really show up and be myself and speak up and be proactive about my needs and desires. I'm really learning tons and tons. It doesn't suck my energy. I don't feel like I'm in a black hole. I feel like I'm spinning around and around and around, arms outstretched, the sun on my face. It's been delicious. And I feel so light and happy on the other side of my relationship with Andre. So glad to be putting some space between myself and that time, with all of it's intense energy. And my connection with Andre seems settled. I feel closure with it and open space for future connection. I've moved out of her house and I'll be moving again shortly, because the landlord has decided to sell the house that I've just moved into. I'm in limbo where a lot of things are concerned and it's really okay. In fact, it's good. I feel like I'm really just embracing all the change in my life. At first, I was kind of resistant, like trying to keep from rolling down some kind of a hill, but eventually I gave in, took off running, and the change has been tremenous. I can't stop myself from flying. I love it. Change energy is exciting, is exhilarating. I was combatting a whole lot of inertia, before everything started changing. It made it hard for me to make changes in myself that I wanted to make. I just felt so comfortable and familiar. Even the stuff I didn't like was comfortable. Now, I feel like I can use all the change energy and allow it to fuel the changes in myself, all the learning and personal growth I've been wanting to manifest. I feel myself shifting. Like continental plates under my skin shifting, creating a new landscape inside me. A new world. I'm very happy. And I would love to see you, to put my arms around you and laugh and converse with you. I would love to learn where you are, what you're thinking and dreaming and hoping for right now. I would also love to introduce you to S--. He has so quickly become so important to my life. When shall we make these things happen? . . . . Tell me what would be good for you . . . I miss you, Debbie. I can't wait to see you.

lovelovelove,

Ariana