. . . arianainlove: confessions of a bisexual polyamorist . . .






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08.14.03 - 5:38 a.m.
i think i was a speed bump on the road trip of her life and she was a god to me (what for?)

why can’t i let her go? i don’t want her,
anymore, haven’t wanted her since my skin
fell to ash in her fingers, since the absence,
the drought of her dried and cracked my bones. yet,
i still hold her tight in the clenched fist of my heart
hard with never forgetting. i want to leave her
alone, release her into joy, let her have her love,
look in her newly-married eyes, unstricken, not a baby
deer trapped and panicked, but a swallow leaping
up from a river at twilight.

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it really means a lot to me when you say hello after stopping by.
please do.
then check back later, for i may have responded to your message.

suddenly, i'm wanting this guestbook to be a forum for further dialogue.
help me with this, please, by saying hi and/or sharing your thoughts.
you can do this every time you come. why not?