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03-11-01 - 4:50am
I think / maybe / maybe

it's too late to write poems
but today she said i think i love you
for the first time
said love for the first time
after countless kisses
and amtrack tickets
berkeley to sacramento and back
and other lovers in between
thanksgiving through valentine / almost to saint patty's day
with nothing more than maybe maybe
too late at night / i'm too tired
to talk about the thrill of watching those words
spill out across the expanse of days or weeks
without her hands on my belly
my cheek against her chest
i'm a mess of sneezes and tissues
fever and something like flu
and surely i ought to be in bed
but i can't sleep for five words
out of the blue
pressing against my head
i think i love you
really?
yes. i do.

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